I have been on a Crusade for two years now and I have gotten no where. I am exhausted. I feel as thought I have been fighting a losing battle and I think that it is time to take a rest. I am hanging up my hat and bullwhip and trading them for a more simple, yet fulfilling life.
While I will never give up on our 2nd child, I have turned to whole thing over to GOD. If HE wants us to welcome other children into our lives, I will move Heaven and Earth to do so. But only after HE directs us to them. I can not search the whole world over at the expense of my life here with Jon and Natalie.
If we are to only have one child, I accept that. I embrace that. Natalie is a joy. She is our little miracle! And I love her as I never thought I was capable.
Stay tuned, you never know what GOD has in store for us.
Have you thought of the Ethiopia program. I have friends adopting from there and they are having a very postive experience so far.
ReplyDeleteHang in there.
Michelle